It has been so terrible, I have hated almost every second of it. My parents have been extremely hating and annoying and they haven't had work! I want them to just work all summer like they did 2 years ago. Some kids are like yay my mom and dad, I hope they come back soon. Well they have a family where their parents aren't bipolar, look at you like you're stupid. Call you fat, everyday.
A child can only take so much of that. I've been living like that since I was in 5th grade. That's to early for this mental abuse.
Damn, sh!t, f!ck. I'm so tired of this.
Every summer's different. This one, it started out rainy, rainy, rainy, rainy, rainy. It keeps raining. And the sunny days? Geeze, let me count. 2.
I never mean to just talk about them in my journal, but :/ some times I think my dad will only love me when I'm skinny...I mean he only loves what fits his expectation....I'm not that. I'm 4"11 and a half, I weigh 135, I am 'stupid', incapable, lazy, etc. I weight less than my friend. My friend is 4 inches taller than me. I look fat.....or I just am.
My eyes hurt. And so does my body.
Can I be done yet?
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