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So its happened...Lace has let herself be collared, I should've seen this coming. I am angry...but I can't keep her to myself anymore, not since her release of my Guardianship. I just feel like I've failed her as a mentor, and perhaps should never have met her at all. My heart is stronger than my mind sometimes, and other times I let my logic get in the way of my emotions. Its a blessing an a curse. Perhaps she chose that path because I was becoming more distant from her, because she knew I'd have to disappear from her life since she released me.

Those words still echo in my ears, "You know what...go then..."

I'll carry that scar to the end of eternity, or within the next 200 years.

All I can say now is, 'Twould be best if I were to disappear from her life forever. As much as I care for her, and I know this isn't the right thing to do, I have no choice. I'm going to have to tell her...despite it'll hurt both of us, but I already bear enough guilt without having to tell her.

I leave now with my final words... "Farewell...we'll not meet again..."