I'm sitting here with the sun dawning through the my backyard fence. I moved from my father's house to my mother. That tell you that they're divorce but that was okay. Especially when I thought my father was only going away because of the army when I was young. My parents still are friends and they both live in No Car.
I say that I live in No Car because it'd give people a truth and puzzle. Beside, it's not like I'm going to stand up and shout to the world that I live in where I am so that a stalker come and stalks me. I know that some people said that they don't exist but I prefer to not take the risk.
Last night, during my reading of 'Snow fall' written by Sharon Sala, I thought: Anybody can die. The book is fill of fairy tales yet, most books show that people die unexpectly. You'd never know if you're going to die by getting run over by a truck. You'll never know if your little brother'll die from cancer lung(Which Hiro-kun helped me found out that he only have asthma... I have no idea how all this started. -_- wink You'll never know if the virus' going to run in your little brother. You'll never know if you're going to be kidnapped or raped. You'll never know if you're going to be broken up with. You'll never even know when your future touches you.
If your fate is to die before the age of 18. You'll never know your future because it'd just happen in the now.
It was rather a frightening thought. If people knew that they were going to die, they would try to change the fate because they just wasn't finish. Or they were to scared. Or they think that they can outrun the death. The fate's just gonna kill you the other way. Nobody know if they're going to die violeted or by the oldness after having a wonderful dream.
Me? I don't know. I just know if that I'm meant to die then I'll die. I just wish that I won't go through the pain but something tell me...
"You'll never know until it happen. You'll never know if it's going to be painful or not. All I can say is that you have to fight to live and help the other."
Hell no, I'm not going to die. At least, not without a fight if I was meant to die.
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It's an interesting topic, one that draws me in. As you said, we don't know what's going to happen.
My mum sometimes says, "Life is unexpected. I could be hit by a bus tomorrow, you never know."
And about your brother having lung cancer, didn't we unofficially decide that it's not lung cancer, but asthma?