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Again, I wrote this jounal on nexus. I wrote this after a killer game and my son had disowned me. He had made a lot of people there hate me... We're okay now those. He was just upset that I wasn't there for him when he was in trouble.
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*Sit on the edge of cliff with arms wrap around knee*


People judge because they fear they would show their feeling. People judge because of the way you look or the way you act. People judge because they don't want to meet you, all they think is that they know who you are but they never know who you are until they meet you. Sometime it hurt. Sometime its okay. Sometime it make you feel lonely. You may walk pass and people smile at you but you know they will talk about you the second you turn your back on them. Sometime when people judge you, you would just smile at them sayin, "Okay. I don't care" I don't care if people judge me. I don't care if people are mean. All I care is that, They judged people. I been judged often because of my hyperness. And one who knows me would say I role play sometime. Hyper on the outside. Serrious and wise on the inside when my friends need me. I would say its no big. Because its no big deal, all I care is that they are happy again while I risked my sadness but Im okay. Im okay because my friends are alright. But Im not okay with my soul is dying from all the judgement and the dark soul flying all around shoving innecot people with feeling telling them a noobie. You can judge me. You can tell me its wrong. You can call me stupid. You can call me a mad women, noob, you can call me crazy, Heck, you can call me anything. I don't care. I only care for my friends. I don't care. My pride is hurt. I don't care about anything but my friends. You can call me if you need me. Ill always be there even if you were enemy shoving me away. I don't care.... I simiply don't care. I only want to be free. I only want my feeling free. I only want my friends free from this shoving crowd. I just don't care.... I don't care about anything.

I just think its wrong to judge people... I don't think its right to tell them, "you are traiangle" If you call them a noob. You're a noob. Everyone's a noob. Who care? Everyone's a noob in their own way. Im a noob on math. You're adding words to my life and you're judging me. Juding the other people. I don't care. They don't care. Only their pride is harm. I'll fight for them as I had frought with my friends. I may misspell things. But I don't care. I don't care who I am. I don't care if I roleplay. I'll fight... I'll fight you. And Ill fight him. Ill fight her. Ill fight whoever shove.... Because I don't care.... They don't care.

~Reani Neko Guardian~
~Lousha Fighter Guardian~
~I'll fight you. Ill fight him. Ill fight her.~