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I begin to think that the one I love no longer has feelings for me. I feel so lost and confused that I don't know what to do anymore. He's already lost the respect of my family, and I begin to wonder if he's lost some of my respect as well. I feel hurt and I don't know why. I've partially destroyed myself and all my friends and family can feel my sadness and pain. A few days ago I made my mother cry because she didn't know how to help me feel better. Everyone's disappointed with me, but I don't know if I can give him up. I still have such strong feelings for him, but I feel so abused...