I hate my school's lunch...
Remember what I wrote in the last entry of the schools lunch?
I'm never going to eat that again.
I spent the whole morning today throwing up what I ate for lunch yesterday.
Funny thing is that I didn't throw up yesterdays dinner. Only lunch.
ninja 'Kay, that was not something anyone needed to know but still...
I woke up at 5:45 and threw up. I kept throwing up untill 7:00 when I finally could fall asleep again.
And slept I did. Untill 13:00.
We forgot fathers day today and dad became really dissapointed.
I feel really bad about it.
I never remember stuff like this.
I remember my own birthday, my little sister's birthday, christmas, midsummer's eve and one of my friend's birthday's.
I have no idea when mum, dad, grandma and grandpa have their birthdays.
So how am I supposed to remember this too?! gonk
I have a test tomorrow in Hiragana. I have only learned about half of all of them that I need to know...
That's bad.
But I can atleast say: "Ashita wa getsu-yobi desu." xd
Ok, I can say a bit more but not much.
"Kino wa do-yobi deshita. Kyo wa nichi-yobi desu. Yasumi desu."
But who has the need for days at the moment...
I have written 3 pages of Japanese homework but I don't think I was supposed to do all of it...
Oh well, she should be happy that I do it at all with all this stuff I have going on in school.
I don't have much to write today...
Not much at all...
Mum and Dad are worried that I'm getting depressed but honestly I just think I'm having to much press from school at the moment.
I never find the strength to continue doing the homework as I'm working my butt off when I'm in school. We have long days, many lessons and a lot of information pressed in continually in our heads.
I also every now and then I tend to set my sights a bit to high when I don't have the energy to reach that far. I quite simply just break in half due to all the responsibility I suddenly find myself with.
I tend to do this atleast once every half year.
I'm getting annoyed with myself really.
Urgh, my whole body is aching after yesterday's "streachövningar"...
'Specially my shoulders for some reason.
Now I'll go to bed so that I'm not so terribly tired tomorrow at my test...
I don't wanna goooooo! gonk
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