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It would seem that my flu has brought a burden by the name of sadness with it. It would also seem that I'm depressed. Again.
Last night I also found out that I get lonley too easily.
And I have yet to cease crying...
Maybe its all the reccent events in my life that have brought this about. Maybe its just the flu messing with me. Either way, I just don't know what to do anymore.
And I wanna stop crying. But I can't.
V.V
Hopefully things will be better once school is gone.
And why do I get the feeling that I'm going to lose someone close to my heart? Nothing seems the same anymore... I want to have the old days back... I want this flu to be gone, I don't want to do exams... I wanna be with the ones I love. My only wonder is if they'll accept me or not.
Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut... then maybe you wouldn't seem distant...
Maybe I should just crawl back into bed and forget everything except for my exams tomorrow.
I think the tears are returning. So back to bed it is.