I think I had one last night.
So last night I had myself worked up with countless thoughts of WHAT IF I'VE GOT MENINGITIS OR SOMETHING AND I'M GONNA DIE WTF. Out of all the diseases in the world, I fear meningitis the most, I dunno why, I just do. I think I got a vaccine for one of its types on Tuesday, but I can't remember. I think I got six viruses all at once. Is that safe? What if my immune system couldn't handle it all?
Anyway, it started with the sore throat. Then my head felt funny. My face was hot yet I was shivering all over. I had to hold my jaw shut with my hand it was chattering so much. Seriously, my teeth have never chattered so hard in my life.I was shivering so hard even when wearing jeans, t-shirt, hoodie and a thick black cardigan, and in my bed. It was so ******** scary. Felt like I was just gonna freeze to death or something. But using my initiative, I put on some Coheed & Cambria to calm me down and tried to keep perfectly still. Took about ten minutes for everything to stop.
Then I cheered up by watching Never Mind The Buzzcocks at ten :3
And I also had some weird dream. 'Cept I think I was half awake. It was like... I was in my bed. But my bedroom was some kind of hospital. And I couldn't really see much... it was dark of course. And everything was blue. And my friends were there. And there were other people in my sort of situation, some my friends, and my healthy friends were helping them. And it was getting harder to breathe through my nose, so I was asking if someone could get me a tissue. I said to anyone that would listen where my tissues were in my room, by the foot of my bed. I remember seeing Miles, and Sam, and Rodgers too I think, but none of them would help me. I think I started crying after that.
I'm sure I had a vision like this the other night as well.
Whilst I was properly asleep, I also had a strange dream in which I cut my hair whilst in the bath 'cause I wanted a more interesting style, but I could only be bothered to do one side. And my mum saw me and was like wtf. That had nothing to do with anything, but whatever.
I'm afraid to go back to sleep. It was so scary. It didn't sound it, but I was terrified. It took me about half an hour just laying there to realise that there wasn't actually anyone in my room. And I had to get my ******** tissue myself.
Maybe I just have strange psychological problems.
So last night I had myself worked up with countless thoughts of WHAT IF I'VE GOT MENINGITIS OR SOMETHING AND I'M GONNA DIE WTF. Out of all the diseases in the world, I fear meningitis the most, I dunno why, I just do. I think I got a vaccine for one of its types on Tuesday, but I can't remember. I think I got six viruses all at once. Is that safe? What if my immune system couldn't handle it all?
Anyway, it started with the sore throat. Then my head felt funny. My face was hot yet I was shivering all over. I had to hold my jaw shut with my hand it was chattering so much. Seriously, my teeth have never chattered so hard in my life.I was shivering so hard even when wearing jeans, t-shirt, hoodie and a thick black cardigan, and in my bed. It was so ******** scary. Felt like I was just gonna freeze to death or something. But using my initiative, I put on some Coheed & Cambria to calm me down and tried to keep perfectly still. Took about ten minutes for everything to stop.
Then I cheered up by watching Never Mind The Buzzcocks at ten :3
And I also had some weird dream. 'Cept I think I was half awake. It was like... I was in my bed. But my bedroom was some kind of hospital. And I couldn't really see much... it was dark of course. And everything was blue. And my friends were there. And there were other people in my sort of situation, some my friends, and my healthy friends were helping them. And it was getting harder to breathe through my nose, so I was asking if someone could get me a tissue. I said to anyone that would listen where my tissues were in my room, by the foot of my bed. I remember seeing Miles, and Sam, and Rodgers too I think, but none of them would help me. I think I started crying after that.
I'm sure I had a vision like this the other night as well.
Whilst I was properly asleep, I also had a strange dream in which I cut my hair whilst in the bath 'cause I wanted a more interesting style, but I could only be bothered to do one side. And my mum saw me and was like wtf. That had nothing to do with anything, but whatever.
I'm afraid to go back to sleep. It was so scary. It didn't sound it, but I was terrified. It took me about half an hour just laying there to realise that there wasn't actually anyone in my room. And I had to get my ******** tissue myself.
Maybe I just have strange psychological problems.
