xD Thanks for the comments. I know I shouldn't have relied on my dream friends for a tissue but I was worried that if I sat up then the cold air would get under my blankie and I'd freeze or something.
Anyway. More on my mysterious illness.
So I was playing Jak II today. I'm stuck on the First Trial Of Manhood in Mar's Tomb 'cause I can't swing off the pole at the right time to grab the ledge and if I do get up there and then die later I go back to the start of the trial... Anyway. I went to the internet to try and find a solution. Didn't find one. But anyway, LAUNCHcast was playing, as it always does straight after I connect to the internet, and the first song it played was Placebo - I Feel You. So I tried to sing along to it, but my nose was a bit bunged up so I went to blow it. I had to blow it really hard before it was clear (and my ear popped in the process, not nice) and then I went back to singing again. Hrmm, my voice still sounded crap, as I had phlegm in my throat. Went back to the toilet to cough it out, then wtf. Some brown phlegm came out. I don't think it's supposed to be that colour... I don't think it was blood stained as I would've coughed up some blood as well, surely. And at first I thought it was part of my tonsil or something but then I poked my tonsil with my finger (yeah, I can poke my finger down the back of my throat and not throw up, I'd be a bad bulimic) and I didn't get anything brown on my finger, and it felt normal. So that's a bit of a mystery.
I still feel perfectly fine. My head feels completely normal now. My head doesn't feel like it's gonna break everytime I stand up quickly and get a headrush. I'm not hurting anywhere. I'm not aching anywhere. I'm not cold, I'm not hot. Perfectly normal.
Maybe my immune system is kicking in again?
If I don't come online for a few days, I'll probably be in a hospital bed with some serious illness I didn't know about.
If I'm gona for more than two weeks I'm probably dead. :[
I think I'll be fine though. My shivering the other night was probably purely psychological. If someone had given me a placebo or something I'd be fine. (Ha. And Placebo made me cough up the nasty phlegm.)
Send me your love for me to get well please. Well, not get well as I am well. Uh... get normal. That'll do. :]
Oh, and check my mule's latest journal for an idea about journals. If you dunno what my mule's username is, then shame on you for not knowing me. :[ And shame for not being a member of or being active enough in aphr0, 'cause then you'd know.
Okee, ending it now.
Anyway. More on my mysterious illness.
So I was playing Jak II today. I'm stuck on the First Trial Of Manhood in Mar's Tomb 'cause I can't swing off the pole at the right time to grab the ledge and if I do get up there and then die later I go back to the start of the trial... Anyway. I went to the internet to try and find a solution. Didn't find one. But anyway, LAUNCHcast was playing, as it always does straight after I connect to the internet, and the first song it played was Placebo - I Feel You. So I tried to sing along to it, but my nose was a bit bunged up so I went to blow it. I had to blow it really hard before it was clear (and my ear popped in the process, not nice) and then I went back to singing again. Hrmm, my voice still sounded crap, as I had phlegm in my throat. Went back to the toilet to cough it out, then wtf. Some brown phlegm came out. I don't think it's supposed to be that colour... I don't think it was blood stained as I would've coughed up some blood as well, surely. And at first I thought it was part of my tonsil or something but then I poked my tonsil with my finger (yeah, I can poke my finger down the back of my throat and not throw up, I'd be a bad bulimic) and I didn't get anything brown on my finger, and it felt normal. So that's a bit of a mystery.
I still feel perfectly fine. My head feels completely normal now. My head doesn't feel like it's gonna break everytime I stand up quickly and get a headrush. I'm not hurting anywhere. I'm not aching anywhere. I'm not cold, I'm not hot. Perfectly normal.
Maybe my immune system is kicking in again?
If I don't come online for a few days, I'll probably be in a hospital bed with some serious illness I didn't know about.
If I'm gona for more than two weeks I'm probably dead. :[
I think I'll be fine though. My shivering the other night was probably purely psychological. If someone had given me a placebo or something I'd be fine. (Ha. And Placebo made me cough up the nasty phlegm.)
Send me your love for me to get well please. Well, not get well as I am well. Uh... get normal. That'll do. :]
Oh, and check my mule's latest journal for an idea about journals. If you dunno what my mule's username is, then shame on you for not knowing me. :[ And shame for not being a member of or being active enough in aphr0, 'cause then you'd know.
Okee, ending it now.
