Phil and I decided to be just friends. It was what we both wanted, and it was for the best. I actually haven't been all that upset about it. We're still friends, that's good. Better than it was last time, with me going out with another guy before I had the chance to break up with him, and then we kept fighting afterwards. I really wanted our relationship to work... and it did in a sense. Now I get his friendship, but I can also have a boyfriend who goes to the same school with me (if I could actually find someone that liked me). I still wish he was my boyfriend, he was the best boyfriend I ever had. But it's okay. We agreed that if we were still friends in a couple of years, and we still felt the same way about each other, we could try going out again.
And after being single for only a day, I already developed a crush.
And crushes are BAD.
That's what they do, they crush you. Crushing crushes.
And today I kept seeing him a lot.
Not really a lot, but more than usual.
I think... 4 or 5 times. About 4 times he saw me and said hi, and about two other times I saw him but didn't say hi, because I'm not the type of person to initiate the greeting. xd sweatdrop
But I know he wouldn't like me because he's mentioned another person he likes (or... that he likes another person.)
So basically, I have no shot.
Well
I never did.
He's way too hot for me.
And too nice.
And too cool.
And I'm just...
me.
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