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a song that I wrote... enjoi
DITCH
I don't know what's happening
I've never felt this before
But there's one thing I know for sure:
I don't want it anymore

I'm crying for hours on end
I'm withdrawn and won't talk
I'm not eating as much as I should
O Lord, please make it stop!

I want to ditch this sad persona
I want to be myself again
And, quite honestly, I think I could
If only I could stop thinking of him

I blast my headphones in my ears
So I don't have to talk to anyone
I intentionally sit out of conversation
And let me tell you, it's not fun

I've spent hours locked in my room
Crying 'till I can cry no more
I hardly eat anything at meals
O, how different this is from before!

I want to ditch this sad persona
I want to be myself again
And, quite honestly, I think I could
If only I could stop thinking of him

[Guitar slows down]

I've sunk into a deep depression
And I'm sometimes afraid that I can't escape
I'll be stuck like this forever
There's no chance of breaking away

[Speed up again]

I want to ditch this sad persona
I want to be myself again
And, quite honestly, I think I could
If only I could stop thinking of him

I don't like this girl I've become
And I wish she would just go away
But I don't think she will for a while--
Until I get over him, she's here to stay