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lately, ive been talking with this guy I dont even know... hes sweet, scincere,kind
and... I... think i've fallen in love with him. he... just seems so wonderful.
Every time he comes on... i'm really happy. I look forward to talking to him.
but he lives so far away... i will never be with him... he will never love me...
when ever i dont talk to him i cry...
I... Love him.

I've found out.
he never will like me..
no matter how much i like him he only sees me as a friend
and ill never be with him...
i want to cry
I felt that even though i never met him that there would be hope that we could be togther....
i can't explain it...
It's so awkward....
I will be honest, I've fallen in "love" with alot of guys
falling into heartbreak, I'll never learn I can't fall in love with a guy just because
of how he talks to me on the internet or the conversations we have.....
I hate it...