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From my current choice I have realized that my family seems to not get me. This is because I lock my self away from them because I know for a fact they do not understand where I am coming from in my view of life. After a very interesting talk with my uncle a few emotions were put out and I guess now I understand my families point of view all together but yet they seem to never understand mine.

The wisdom of the ages as yet again entered my soul to remind me that I am the keeper of truths, that I my self hold the fate of other people because I have not only the power but the hope they need to survive. In all things most people need love and hope to survive life and I provide that for most of the people I talk to.

I have been known by many names, Phoenix Fire, Phoenix Star, Crescent DarkLight, Celtic Mystick, and Celestial Raven. As a phoenix I could burn the brightest of all fires and gain hope through the love of nature and life. When this power grew enough I rose to the pace above the earth to see the earth shine in glory with its floresent light. Along that journey I saw hatered and sorrow currupting the world. I found then it was my charge to make a difference for others because it was my one purpose in life and to not realize nor follow that purpose makes others fail because I give them hope. If I cannot deliver such hope to the people I am meant to incounter then their lives will be gone. In that instant moment I realized it was time for me to return to earth. I plummeted down through the depths of space pounding on the ground with out flames. Over a time my burnt wings from the raging inferno healed to reveal the darker side of my self known as Crescent DarkLight. This perticular being had one purpose within my self, of what I became I had to also become the other to create the powerful balance as it is also in nature. This concept also known in the Chinese belief as Yin & Yang. To do this I had to accept all points of my self to become not only light but dark as well and to walk between to two to create a natural balance within my self. After this was acomplished I became Celtic Mystick. The leader and savior of animals and pure nature. I also held the knowlage of the ancient trees still dormant. I was guided by the stars and so doing helped many others on that path. Through all that I then yet became another as many know me now. The name, Celestial Raven. This name represents everything else. For I am the guide within darkness as I hide my self from light to prevent others from seeing my true self as they could use me for their own selfish reasons. My power remains as the others and even so still I guide others in the way of the Immortals and Celestial ones. These ways of which people do not understand which cause them to believe it isn't real. The whole point of my mission is to help those in need to make life easyer not only for my self but others. I do serve the people, but I do it in the way that I see is right and use good judgement on who should and not be helped. For this help only goes to the good hearted people. If such wrong people come to me and trick me into helping or doing something disrespectful, I then pass judgement based upon my own opinion. (Not literally punishing them but passing judgement as I think certain things and strip them of my trust and friendship because with out trust there is no friendship at all.) These names and simple purpose is what I stand for. I stand not only for this but the balance of everything in existance and I will stand by my orders vow to make sure that balance is not disturbed.


The balance its self has probley already sided on something completly horrible as with our wars but even so there are worlds within worlds and I must do as my purpose commands to protect the balance in the peoples worlds of which I protect. Meaning that in all this we do not just live in one world, for every person lives in their own universe and it is my job to keep that hope alive within them to other wise face losing the natural balance of the multiuniverse. It is my knowing that we do not always if probley not having any choice at all to live. We live because with out us the divine cannot live and with out the divine we cannot live. Not to say that we are lower, because we are all truly the same and come from the same void but we all have different jobs in the grand universes so we can make life as it needs to be. The balance between good and evil and the balance between light and dark. Not to say that dark is evil and light is good or vise versa but to say that there is in fact a balance in all that we see and feel and even to the things we do not see and feel. We have lived forever, and some of the souls existing here never died naturally because of their natural purpose to maintain balance but humans have faught against the Immortals since they was put into existance and now that they have all nearly retreated to the other universes, this world may have become unbalanced. But in my struggle to fix this along with others...we hope to bring back what was lost for the purpose to let life live forever. Weither or not humans believe it, there is eternity and that eternity is based upon everything we are and everything we are not. Everything we do effects the balance and even maintains or distroys it. This is why I live, to keep that balance alive so that we can exist. I am not the only one, there are thousands of others who know their purpose is for this as well and as long as we live on earth we will continue to fight for that natural balance to not only help our selves...but to help others live.

One person will save the world, and they will not be known for it. We all have a purpose, it is just up to us to reach inside and find out what it is. And this in its self my fellow friends and readers, is what my name stands for. To reach into the darkness to find the inner light and use that light to fullfill the life we are meant to live. I am the guardian of earth as many others are, as I am the guide of all the people that is in good need of help. My birth name stands for this princible..."Leader Of The People." (Raven is not my birth name but I use it to represent what I stand for. It is also the name of which I have taken upon to spread this purpose to others.) Named after my father I take this name in respect and with no pride but in hope that I can make things better for my self and the well-being of others.

As I am now, Celestial Raven, I will continue to use this name until the forces see that it is time for me to change only then will I use yet another name known by those whom I love.

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Brightest Blessings to you readers,



~Celestial Raven~ heart heart heart