So bored...grade cards came in today and oh boy, I thought I was gonna get beaten black and blue. I got a 62 in Algebra (yeah, don't nag, I cried about it during our Algebra test. Yeah, real tears, but no sobbing just that pathetic 4-5 tears thing that smudges my eyeliner bad) But my parents don't know how to respond, they can't even punish me. Thier just so...shocked. My sister is perfect, and now I'm living in her freakin shadow cause my grades are so bad...mom and dad don't even know how to punish me cause they've never had this problem with me OR Katie (my lil sis). All is silent in the Savage Garden, the House of Eden is still and I can feel thier freakin DISAPPOINTMENT sinking into every fiber of my being and making it feel as if I've been drained by a PV (psychic vampire) the PTB (Powers that Be) are not smiling on me, dear readers. Cause my parents are doing that whole "We're not mad, we'll get you a tutor, but we're disappointed in you." I'd rather they beat me, cause this silent treatment is killing me! I feel like a submissive werewolf around them, never meeting thier gaze and keeping my eyes to the ground and keeping my head down and shuffling my feet and cringing if they get to close cause I'm not sure what they'll do cause thier just so DISAPPOINTED in me. I can stand them being pissed, even uncaring about me, but I don't disappoint my parents cause I just...can't.
Guh, life sucks like a psychic vampire.
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