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Purpose in life...
doctor's app. today, it sucked. its the second time i went though, the first time was to see if i needed my blood checked for diabities, the second time was to get my blood checked. it really sucks though. i have asthma so i get alot of s**t from that, now everyone thinks i have diabities... its like i get over one thing wrong with me and then go to another... later on i hear from my mom i also have a chance of getting cancer, that wasnt a suprise though, a few years ago, my doctor said the same thing. but i feel like i was never really meant to be healthy. i feel like i was made to die young, i really do. ive felt like that since i was little though, before asthma, ive always felt like that, so i made big dreams, something that i would look foward to, ya know? but i dont have my dreams anymore, i dont have a healthly life, and i dont have "true friends"... if you hear my voice mail on my cell phone it says something like, "if you want stephanie to return your call, please state your purpose in life," well i got alot of funny and serious answers to that, but i never really thought about what my purpose was... so i thought about it for a long while and came to this answer. my purpose in life is to laugh and smile. my purpose is make others feel special and happy. just because i have a bad life, doesnt mean i have to show it, just smile when your sad and be there to help everyone. my life is going to be too short to dwell on my problems, so i have to make the most of it. my purpose is to help others get through another day and have someone to fall to... even if i dont. neutral ...that is my purpose. just smile, smile and be happy.
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