I know I haven't done a log in ... god, forever. At the very least, it's been four months. Three? I'm not sure.
To be frank, I haven't had the time. So many things have been happening, I've been unable to keep up.
This is going to be far from a professional log; I'll resume those in November, and will give an update as to what happened in October then.
In the meantime ...
I took a day for myself. I piloted my ship out to the stars, just to see what I've been apart from for these many days.
It feels so odd, to be in the sky again. Yet, it felt right. I wasn't used to being alone for those few hours ... I suppose Gaia has affected me in a way to a point where I'm more social.
There are people that made this ... that made this possible. I suppose I have come out of my shell ... and that, by itself, is frightening. The bad comes with the good, which is why I've kept myself locked up. All of the things that have been happening ... I suppose I'm finally cracking.
But that was not what today was for. Today, I wish to thank the people that have affected me in a positive way.
People ... people I can call "friend." I'll make this log public so they may read what I have to say.
Please don't take it personally if you're not listed here; I am listing my biggest influences. If I have influenced you, that's good--but this is for me.
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- Adam. -
... Where do I even begin with you. You're my mentor. My role model. And now, you're something even more than that. Military boundaries always kept a wall between us, but now that the Federation is a common enemy, we've created a deadly team. An unstoppable one. Your brains and my brawn ... we're invincible.
Words don't do you justice. None whatsoever. I love you, Adam; know that. You're my partner, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Thank you for everything you've done. Thank you for being there when I have been nothing but a mess.
It means the world to me. I will find a way to repay you.
- Doctor. -
I despised you at first. I'll be frank. You messed with my past, you created memories I can't remember. You cause paradoxes so often, and you keep doing it.
But you're also loyal. Your courageous nature shines through, and it shows--when my PTSD reared its horrid head, you were there to snap me out of it. You've been a positive influence--you've allowed me to relax. Open up.
You and I are alike in many ways; I dearly hope that we can work through our own faults. Together.
- Snake. -
You piss me the hell off. You're rude, stubborn, perverted, and I've had to hit you many a time for your untoward actions. Sometimes, I wonder why I even bother trying to talk to you.
I shouldn't kid myself, because you're intriguing. You've given me a new perspective on how to fight--what I'm fighting for. I suppose I can't help it if you wish to do nothing but push me away, but know that I'd never want to be your enemy.
I'm hoping we can be comrades in arms when disaster strikes. Until then, take care of yourself.
- Vanille. -
... I honestly have no idea.
On one hand, you're annoying as hell. I wish you'd stop hitting on me, because it will honestly get you nowhere. On the other hand, you're spunky. I'll give you that. You care for others in a way that I don't believe I ever could. You go in with a positive attitude, and you never let the world get you down, no matter what happens.
I suppose I can learn a few things from you.
- Silmeria. -
I never believed in myths and legends. Once again, I was proved wrong. You are a worthy ally, a strong woman--and I admire you, in a way. Your determination is unwavering--even when threatened with being a criminal ... and outlaw ... you've stuck by me.
I can't thank you enough. (Though, please do tone it down on Gee; I'm not fond of skirts whatsoever.) Know that my loyalty knows no bounds; I will aid you where I can.
- Link. -
I will be upfront; I miss you dearly. You are like a little brother to me. We've been through so much together, and while it was rocky at times, we were able to overcome all of it.
I know you're training. I know you're going to try and better yourself. You are--you've matured so much since I've seen you last, and while our talks are rare now, know that I look forward to each and every one. You've grown up.
As the older sister, I'm very proud of you. Even the Chozo believe in you, Link--and that is one honor you should never forget.
- Lulu. -
You're teaching my commander. I still don't believe in magick, but I will tolerate it because results show. Magick aside, we're quite alike.
"Kindred spirits," hmm ... I've never looked into that, but I suppose I've found one. My respect for you is enormous; you've been through much.
I promise I'll look into the White Magic teachings, but I can't promise any decent results. Take good care of Adam. Then again, I know you will.
- Ness. -
The last, but never the least.
You're a kid--a powerful, mature kid. You know how to fight, but you have that innocence about you--you're a real joy to simply be around. You're giving to a fault. Sometimes, I wonder if you ever think about you.
... You brought Adam back. For this, I am forever indebted to you. I'll watch your back whenever you need me to, and ... I'll always be there. As a friend.
Thank you.
Thank all of you.
To be frank, I haven't had the time. So many things have been happening, I've been unable to keep up.
This is going to be far from a professional log; I'll resume those in November, and will give an update as to what happened in October then.
In the meantime ...
I took a day for myself. I piloted my ship out to the stars, just to see what I've been apart from for these many days.
It feels so odd, to be in the sky again. Yet, it felt right. I wasn't used to being alone for those few hours ... I suppose Gaia has affected me in a way to a point where I'm more social.
There are people that made this ... that made this possible. I suppose I have come out of my shell ... and that, by itself, is frightening. The bad comes with the good, which is why I've kept myself locked up. All of the things that have been happening ... I suppose I'm finally cracking.
But that was not what today was for. Today, I wish to thank the people that have affected me in a positive way.
People ... people I can call "friend." I'll make this log public so they may read what I have to say.
Please don't take it personally if you're not listed here; I am listing my biggest influences. If I have influenced you, that's good--but this is for me.
---------------------------------------------------
- Adam. -
... Where do I even begin with you. You're my mentor. My role model. And now, you're something even more than that. Military boundaries always kept a wall between us, but now that the Federation is a common enemy, we've created a deadly team. An unstoppable one. Your brains and my brawn ... we're invincible.
Words don't do you justice. None whatsoever. I love you, Adam; know that. You're my partner, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Thank you for everything you've done. Thank you for being there when I have been nothing but a mess.
It means the world to me. I will find a way to repay you.
- Doctor. -
I despised you at first. I'll be frank. You messed with my past, you created memories I can't remember. You cause paradoxes so often, and you keep doing it.
But you're also loyal. Your courageous nature shines through, and it shows--when my PTSD reared its horrid head, you were there to snap me out of it. You've been a positive influence--you've allowed me to relax. Open up.
You and I are alike in many ways; I dearly hope that we can work through our own faults. Together.
- Snake. -
You piss me the hell off. You're rude, stubborn, perverted, and I've had to hit you many a time for your untoward actions. Sometimes, I wonder why I even bother trying to talk to you.
I shouldn't kid myself, because you're intriguing. You've given me a new perspective on how to fight--what I'm fighting for. I suppose I can't help it if you wish to do nothing but push me away, but know that I'd never want to be your enemy.
I'm hoping we can be comrades in arms when disaster strikes. Until then, take care of yourself.
- Vanille. -
... I honestly have no idea.
On one hand, you're annoying as hell. I wish you'd stop hitting on me, because it will honestly get you nowhere. On the other hand, you're spunky. I'll give you that. You care for others in a way that I don't believe I ever could. You go in with a positive attitude, and you never let the world get you down, no matter what happens.
I suppose I can learn a few things from you.
- Silmeria. -
I never believed in myths and legends. Once again, I was proved wrong. You are a worthy ally, a strong woman--and I admire you, in a way. Your determination is unwavering--even when threatened with being a criminal ... and outlaw ... you've stuck by me.
I can't thank you enough. (Though, please do tone it down on Gee; I'm not fond of skirts whatsoever.) Know that my loyalty knows no bounds; I will aid you where I can.
- Link. -
I will be upfront; I miss you dearly. You are like a little brother to me. We've been through so much together, and while it was rocky at times, we were able to overcome all of it.
I know you're training. I know you're going to try and better yourself. You are--you've matured so much since I've seen you last, and while our talks are rare now, know that I look forward to each and every one. You've grown up.
As the older sister, I'm very proud of you. Even the Chozo believe in you, Link--and that is one honor you should never forget.
- Lulu. -
You're teaching my commander. I still don't believe in magick, but I will tolerate it because results show. Magick aside, we're quite alike.
"Kindred spirits," hmm ... I've never looked into that, but I suppose I've found one. My respect for you is enormous; you've been through much.
I promise I'll look into the White Magic teachings, but I can't promise any decent results. Take good care of Adam. Then again, I know you will.
- Ness. -
The last, but never the least.
You're a kid--a powerful, mature kid. You know how to fight, but you have that innocence about you--you're a real joy to simply be around. You're giving to a fault. Sometimes, I wonder if you ever think about you.
... You brought Adam back. For this, I am forever indebted to you. I'll watch your back whenever you need me to, and ... I'll always be there. As a friend.
Thank you.
Thank all of you.
