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A lot of stuff has happened since I updated last. I'm going to list it all off because what I have to say afterwards is going to be incredibly long and rantish, so I don't want you all who actually bother to read this to skip anything important.
-I got 2 1st divisions in Solo & Ensemble
-I got in the top 16 at debate
-My awesome father gave me Guitar Hero 2
-I got my guitar amp [15 watts. It's pretty sweet.]
-I got the part of the Stepmother in "That's Show Biz"
-I started a mini-novel called "Mine." Laura loves it and forced me to make it a gay novel.
-I went ice skating with JJ and Laura
-Xavier has been hinting that he likes me [EW EW EW EW EW!]
-I wrote a song called "But I Won't" and already have the piano and guitar sheet music
-I have given up on cheering up Sam
-I realized the only people that even manage to pretend they like me for me outside of my direct circle of friends [Laura, JJ, Steph, Terra, Jenny, and Annette] are Ryan Sun, Monica, Paige, and Jasmine.
-I've been sexually harassed by a guy online
Other than that, I'm all good.
So, the other night I had this weird dream. As I was leaving 1st period, Joel came up to me and asked me out. I said that I didn't like him in general and went along my merry way. Later in the day, I'm walking with Terra and Steph. Steph dares me to go ask him out. I walk up to him. He says, "Let's just pretend this morning didn't happen." "No," I begin, "I have something to say first." Then I hug him. Steph cracks up laughing and Terra pushes her over in the background. Then, at the end of the day, I tell Joel I don't like him. He goes off and hangs himself in the boys restroom. I woke up laughing so hard I was crying.
On the road to hell and loving it.
I think Ryan may like me. MAY. Key word right there. It's just.... I feel like there's something there, you know? With all of the other guys I've liked but Eric, it felt.... forced. With Ryan, it feels much more natural. He reminds me so much of my father its sort of scary, but I've always been a daddy's girl anyway. And yes, I've realized he's not really handsome. I don't really care. I mean, I'm not much of a looker either. I don't seem to get why I'm so relaxed about the whole thing.
Probably because I'm PMSing. Hardcore. I mean, at lunch today, I practically went through an entire soap opera by myself. It was THAT bad. I can't wait to see what happens when I'm on the bus to Dallas. It's going to be a LONG weekend for Laura and JJ, that's for sure.
My story is finished. I'm done with it right after I finish the alternate ending for Laura. She got all mad at me for killing them both, but I say they come back in the sequel. Only better, because I'll make it more obvious that they're gay.
Don't ask. Laura and JJ forced me.
Oh, and I've started a painting. Yes, PAINTING. It's not splatters either. There is a form, outline, sketch, and planned colors for use. I start actually painting tomorrow. I'm going to give it to.... well, I dunno. Let's make it a surprise, shall we?
One of my friends made a move on me today. It was awkward after I steadily reminded her how very much straight I am by saying how I think I like Ryan Sun. I'm hoping she doesn't try it again, or this could end REALLY badly.
That's all I can remember as of right now.
Your Lord and Master,
Lois
 LongWayHome · Tue May 08, 2007 @ 04:12am · 1 Comments |
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