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Hey y'all! It's Lois again. If you don't know already, I'm quitting Gaia. As of the time I finish this entry, my giveaway thread will be started. I am giving my angelbow, angelic mic, demonic halo, and panda pack to Stephanie. I'm giving all of the rest away in the giveaway.
I'm also giving up manga, also. All of my manga is being given to Annette.
Everything yaoi- supporting it, reading it, pairing it, etc.- is also a thing of the past.
No, I'm not going to give up anime as a whole. I will watch it every now and then. I'm just skeptical about how much time and money I spend on it.
As for giving up Gaia, it's pure time. I spend a lot of time on Gaia, and all of it comes out as nothing but fancy pixels and a few messages. I'm tired of it all, and I could use that time on much more valuable things.
This week in South Padre, I realized now truly off my life is from what God wants me to be. I do too many things in the dark, that the Light can see anyway. I feel so terrible from living like I have. Homosexuality is a sin, yet I support it and even question if I am secretly committing it almost every day. God says not to live in the tomorrow because today has its own worries, but I focus on weeks ahead.
At church camp, the theme was Here and Now. It was all about living for God now. Not when you're a graduate, not when school starts again, but NOW. It really spoke to me.
Todd Agnew is who really got me back into repentance, though. I have never heard a more touching speaker. He said a few things and told a few stories that really made me think and tear up. I spoke to Karrie about it, and we spoke for an hour. When I woke up the morning after, though, I felt so relieved. It feels magnificent to be back with God.
I love you all, but I'm spending my time to pray and worship and the like. I'm going to donate all my money and join some anti-slavery and anti-abortion clauses. I'm going to reread the Bible, and maybe even right a book about how youth can get involved and how waiting is not what God wants for you.
I'm done. This is my final entry. I love you all, and good bye.
Your Lord and Master,
Lois
EDIT: The bible is not a silly book. It is what I should live my life by as a Christian. What you're telling me to do is like telling a mom to kill her children because her husband only wanted one child.
All of my stuff has been given away already. [Steph made away with all of the good stuff, and the rest was given away in a thread.] Don't ask me for anything.
I MAY start over from scratch in a year when I've stopped obsessing over the internet in general.
I really like Eric. [Not Prochnow.] That's right, Steph. Go nuts. But you all don't know him because he's from my church, so don't start naming people off.
Now, goodbye.
 LongWayHome · Tue Jun 26, 2007 @ 03:09am · 3 Comments |
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