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Who Is EmoxXxGurlxXx? Read and you'll find out :D

Let's see. I will probably start posting regularly now. When I made this journal there was something wrong with me. I've deleted most of the entries for the simple fact that they made me sound suicidal and like I didn't give a rip about myself. Which

emoxXxgurlxXx
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2007 @ 07:52am

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	Life Well, Today has been an ok day (5-12-07) I finally got to see my ex boyfriend. He's the greatest friend in the world. Tomorrow, is gonna be a hard day, It's mother's day. And my mom is dying slowly, I'm gonna have a break down I think, but I'm not sure. Anyway, my cousin came over today, and my ex and I were talking, and things happened, and just, I don't know. I feel like I'm sorta losing myself, but I think I did that a long time ago when my step dad died. He died about 2 years ago, almost 3 I think. It's been hard for me, and my mom.. but things are getting better for her I guess in that area. I'm trying to do all the things that my mom can't do so she can still live, but I feel like I'm letting her down, I don't know what else to do. I feel like it's all my fault, but I dont know. cry crying crying crying crying crying