Today was a pretty good day. I haven't really had any good days lately because my husband had to leave in August to go visit his mom. But my husband is coming home soon. Nov.20th. I'm so happy smile heart I love DarkNewDay with all my heart. And I would do anything for him and our son smile . Papi I love you with all my heart and soul.
I don't care who thinks I'm crazy, cheesy, or immature. Say what you want, believe what you will, you don't know me and I really would prefer it to stay that way. I have ALL I need in my life. And I couldn't ask for anything more, or better than the life that God has given me now. I do miss my mother terribly, but that's normal for all teens who have lost their mother or father. Someday I want to be able to help people who have situations like me. I want to help the poor, homeless and people who can't afford to live in a decent place and eat every night. There is a purpose and reason for us all. If anyone ever tries to tell you different tell them to back off. They didn't make you, they didn't bring you into this world. They can't choose who you are supposed to be or where you're supposed to go in life. That's your decision. Not a family member, not a relative, not a friend, but yours. If you decide to let people run your life, then that's your fault and you have to deal with the consequences. Don't take it out on everyone else. I've been there and done that, and Papi I am really deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart.
And a note to you papi, I love you deeply, truly with all my heart and soul. And nothing and nobody will ever take you from me. You and Jeremy are my life now. And you guys are all I'll ever need. I swear. heart
