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u seen all my love poems no ill post my other ones

IM DONE

I'm done...
With hiding my arms
Pretending things are OK
And that I don't cause self-harm

I'm done...
With saying I'm alright
When I go and cut myself
Every single night

I'm done...
With all your fighting
I don't wanna sit here
Listening and cutting

I'm done...
With loosing at life
And when things get hard
Reaching for the knife

I'm done...
With being ashamed
And hiding my scars
And always being the one to blame

I'm done...
With being unhappy
I want my life back
So I can finally be free

TOO MUCH ALIKE
Wipe your tears and please don't cry,
I know it's hard, to say good bye.
But I'm here too, right by your side,
Feeling each hurt, you feel inside.
I know you're hurting, tired and sad,
Refuse to give up, on all you had.
Don't bow your head, just let me see,
All the things, you've come to be.
Show me the truth, inside your heart,
Reveal the story, from the start.
Through your eyes, I feel each pain,
And it gets harder, to refrain.
From remembering, just like you too,
All the things, he promised you.
And every word, he's spoke and said,
Still imprinted, in your head.
Just gathering hope, is proving tough,
When in mind, you've had enough.
A million words, still locked inside,
One for every, tear you've cried.
It's getting harder, each single day,
Suppressing words, you need to say.
All these smiles, you're forced to fake,
Manufacture tears, within their wake.
All of this effort, all of this trying,
Only enhances, compulsary lying.
But still you will try and try again,
Even though, it's all in vain.
Your hazel eyes, will seal your mask,
Provoking lies, when people ask.
But in your words, that fake what's real,
I'll know exactly, how you feel.
I'll read the words, between each line,
See the truth, in heart and mind.
And all this hurt, I'm feeling it too,
As I think of me, but stare at you.

(has no name)

when waters crash and sadness flows
my heart stops beating when i dont see ur face
as the days go by my heart
begins to blacken
i begin to die in side
oh when i dont see ur face i
just feel like dieing.