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[Mode: Huh?]


So here's an update.
School has been going pretty good so far.
I sometimes like it, and sometimes
I dont.
Why?
Because it's mixed with High School kids.
No it's not because they are in High school,
it's because some of them don't take the class seriously
and interupt the class. It bothers me.
And now, I can't wait to get back to college,
where everyone is paying attention.
And now, I found a new allergy to CATS.
I
HATE
CATS!
They never bothered me before, but then we had to restrain cats
and i was sneezing and sniffling like crrrraaaayyyy-zzzzaaayyyy
But for the most part it is a good class I guess.

I have been hangin around Johnny a lot.
Every once in awhile we go running together.
It's good to have someone to actually run with.
I've gone Mon. Wed. and Thurs.
It doesn't take us that long.
When we get done we just end up talking.
I'm really glad and proud of him.
He's trying really hard to make things better for us.

I miss my friends though,
don't get me wrong, but i just miss those days
where we all hung out.
Like my lunchtime Senior year!
Those were the days.
Everyones growing up, living their own lives.
I wonder, maybe it's because of me.
But sometimes I wonder.
Should I get invovled?
I don't know, I really don't.
I think...I just like to over think things.

Fall is here, I love the weather, it's nice and cool.
I gained weight.
I'm trying to lose it.
I don't want to grow up.
What do I do?
I'm happy.
Really I am.
But I feel like something is missing.
Something I need more of in my life.
Regardless of what people say.
Maybe I'm satisfied.
I don't know what things will be like in the future.
I'm a little afraid.
Things will never be the same.
Life just moves on....