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[Music: Straylight Run - This Is The End]
[Mood: Mixed in a bad way]

I. . .could really need some air right now.

To be continued. . .

Continued. . .

So lately it's like I have been riding a rollar coaster, and I'm not talking about "Disneyland" coaster, I'm talking "Six Flags Magic Mountain X2" coaster.

It seems like I get myself into a mess of trouble and I always seem to make it worse for myself. And it's no one else but myself. I have just about lost everything, well it feels like. I am no longer who I thought I was, I am someone else, someone I never even knew. Who ever I am, I don't like her, at all.

Hmmmm. . .

And I don't feel depressed, I just find myself thinking and wondering. . .about. . .things. It's really weird, but like I do get sad, but not like. . .okay, so I do get sad, and I want to run away from it all, really I do.

Very, very. . .







Strange