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zomg, I dont think I've EVER been so busy in my life.
Besides school, which is proving to be more of a hassel after the holidays than I thought (too much time off, working is so foriegn to me now -lol-), I've actually taken up writing in my spare time.
This is what I'm doing right now:
-Writing Short story / Script "Saw" fanfic
"((Based on morbid ideas that run through my head and including the use of my friends names and identities as characters... including a sequel-introducing ending))"
-Planning Final Destination fanfic
"((Also based on morbid thoughts and use of friends names and identities for characters. No sequel for this fic, no one cheats death more than once in MY fics...))"
-Organizing my plans for college
"(( I wish this included violence and gore... It'd be more interesting. Real Life suxxorx))"
I hope to finish some of these things soon. Especially the SAW fic so I can start the sequel ^^
*sigh* I so tired though...
At the moment I'm eating ice cream and syrup; yummz, listening to Die MF Die by Dope; w00t for angry music, and ignoring yells to turn down the volume on my comp as much as possible.
I think I'll get to work writing now though... I'm kinda bored so yeah -lol-
::JANUARY 12 2008::
What is it?
What exactly is Love?
=-_-_-=
Love is a hankerchief.
It is given, and it's recieved.
It's embroidered in beauty and is just as delicate as it's counted on.
It's cleaning up after our messes and comforts us when we're sad.
When its soiled, and it seems as though it's no more good...
you clean it up and realize it never changed no matter how it looked.
It is sometimes thrown away by mistake...
so look after yours carefully, its precious and rare nowadays.
=-_-_-=
I was brought up in a very old-fashioned family... so I know what a hankerchief is and what its used for.
For those of you who don't though, a hankerchief is basically a re-usable Kleenex. It was normally made of silk or another soft fabric and washed and used repeatedly, and was ALWAYS carried around.
My family used them alot, the English side anyway, and I got my first hankerchief when I was 6. It was light purple, silk, and had beautiful embroidered pink and white flowers growing at one of the corners.
But eventually, my family gave the tradition up.
I believe its the old things, that teach us about new experiences.
::EDIT-SAME DAY::
Just a quote I've had run through my head...
"Rome wasn't built in a day... it took a good part of the night too"
Random Slipping Away lyrics by Dope:
Life's slippin away from me
its not the way I thought it'd be
I'm trying hard to understand
and know just who I am
somebody help me
I'm in this mess
and I'm slipping away
I'm trying hard to understand
but I dunno if I can
I can't hold on
I can't believe it
::JANUARY 13 2008::
Random Eaten Up Inside Lyrics by Korn:
I'll die smiling
something from the past
someone tells me
will make me laugh
and I'll lay back and fade away
Eaten up inside
let me die
go away
I never got what I wanted
I never got what I needed
whats on my mind
who can say
its my invention I'm beating
I can not stop all this bleeding
I'll be ready
give me the pull vein and I'll go asleep
as I dream
maybe I'll just slide away
let me go I'll be fine
frozen here in time
sick of being alive
Random Quote I had run through my head:
"And God said; "Let there be light! Let it blind your eyes to my wisdom and let you trip and fall over my foot."
Heres some good insight for people who are in a relationship.
I don't care how far in it you are, just starting out or even planning on getting hitched, but there are some people out there who you shouldn't listen to when they wanna talk to you about your partner.
I ran into one of these people on a forum site... and I seriously hope they get hit by a car before they find their next boyfriend (yush, it was a girl).
I'll sum up the convo (since its not supposed to leave the forum anyway *shifty eyes*) and hope that you side with me, Voice-Of-Reason, and not HER (not using her USER for safety reasons/whatever):
NOTE*: other commenters were taken out, but Skulk's comment was something like
"VOR isn't cold, she's actuallly pretty hott"
it made me laugh my a** off so I had to keep some part of it in.
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Voice-Of-Reason says: C'mon, obviously the two of you broke up because you were too controlling, he saw that and he got out. You can't blame him because you're lonely now... go out and get another guy. If your lucky he'll be as submissive as you want him to be...
SHE says: like you wouldn't want to know what your bf is doing all the time? what if he's flirting with other girls? what if he finds somebody else?
Voice-Of-Reason says: Wow, you sound like some paranoid schitzophrenic...
SHE says: well its true guys go out and find other girls all the time, its why relationships never work
Voice-Of-Reason says: Realtionships fail because the people in them find out that they don't actually like the other person. You can go out with 100 people before you find the person you actually love and who actually loves you back... or you can go your whole life NEVER finding them
SHE says: well I don't want to end up sad and alone, so I'll find a guy and stick to him
Voice-Of-Reason says: You mean "keep him a short leash"?
SHE says: whatever it takes. He's mine and I won't let anyone else have him. if you were smart you'd do the same
Voice-Of-Reason says: If I was smart, I would have stopped talking to you a long time ago
SHE says: ?
Voice-Of-Reason says: If my boyfriend leaves me, it means he doesn't love me. I'm not gonna waste my time chasing someone who doesn't want to be with me like you are. If you still have feelings for him, thats great, just don't expect him to return those feelings anymore.
SHE says: so you'd go on holding your feelings inside without showing them? are you that cold?
Voice-Of-Reason says: ((why thank you Skulk ^^))
No, I'd just show my feelings as a friend, not a partner.
SHE says: your gonna lose your bf and your gonna be all alone
Voice-Of-Reason says: O_o whoa, no need to get snippy just because I'm pwning your beliefs
SHE says: I bet people walk all over you don't they? youre too careless
Voice-Of-Reason says: People only walk over me because I'm so short, check my profile if you don't believe me
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It went on like that for awhile longer until I said that I didn't need to embarrase her any more and I left.
:JANUARY 14 2008::
Random I Am lyrics by Dope:
sometimes you dont understand
sometimes I am what I am
sometimes I just can't be everything you hope to be
and sometimes I wish that you could see
I'm not like you
I'm not like you
I won't be you
I won't pretend
sometimes I wish
that we
could
agree to dissagree
sometimes I wish
that you
could
see what I can see
I am
I am
what I am
what I
what I
wha- ******** you wha- ******** you wha- ******** you wha-
I am
Random quote that ran through my head today:
"If God had intended for man to fly; he would have given each one an air miles card"
::JANUARY 20 2008::
Yay! I finally finished part one of my SAW fic ^^ I so happy.
It turned out to be 10 pages of plot turning brain hurting fun.
I should start on the sequel soon, depending on the reaction I get from the first part.
heart Eeeeeee! I can't believe I actually got it done! I'm normally SO lazy!!! Eeeeee~! heart
:: JANUARY 26 2008::
Okay, today I wanted to start my Final Destination fanfic... so I decided to watch all 3 final destination movies in a row to get a good grip on the story line and death plots.
To my horror, I found INCONSISTANCIES in the sequels to the first Final Destination and the rules for Death's Design it layed down.
I almost cried...
To show you what I mean;
One of the rules the 2nd Final Destination put out was that "Only New Life Cheats Death"
So to truly beat Deaths Design, you have to die and be resusitated. That way, you did technically die, so death can't come after you again.
Problem?
In the first Final Destination, when Alex was trying to save his girlfriend, he was thrown lifeless from the powerline and the cop declared him dead. But then Alex was resusitated by his girlfriend.
6 months later, when the two of them and Carter go to Paris, Alex is almost killed by a bus and a falling sign. Carter exclaims that Alex was ment to die the whole time... then Carter dies because he intervened in Alexs demise.
A few months after that, Alex gets a brick in the face from a building which it 'mysteriously came loose from'.
Proves right there that new life CANNOT cheat death... and YET...
In the second movie, thats exactly how the last two characters survive. The girl drowns herself and her boyfriend brings her back to life.
Gah! if Final Destination lied to me than I can't trust anything!!! *runs away sobbing*
 `Stitches` · Sun Jan 13, 2008 @ 12:20am · 1 Comments |
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