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(Before you read this, let it be known if you just read the bolded text, you can get through the long annoying story quicker..)

Yesterday, me and my sister argued. We argued, alot. Over me spamming her wedding thread, and arguing with one of her customers. (which I just deleted the posts today). She told me before we went to bed, with staying up so late both of our eyes were burning of course. She told me 85% of the time I talk I'm lying or saying stupid stuff, you know what.. I agreed with her, completely. She told me she would ban me from posting and her thread and all kinds of other poop if I ever did that again. I told her I know 2 simple words to ruin her service. Which were "I" and "Quit". Like 5 minutes after that I turned around and faced her and said "If I'm 85% wrong most of the time, then I have a crush on... Blake Lewis" and then we laughed the whole thing off. She told me she might too and thats why she voted for him on American Idol for 2 hours. Which that, I don't believe. We both pretty much can't stand Jordin Sparks for very long... While as I can remember some of Blake Lewis singing on American Idol I can't remember Jordin Sparkiltons singing 1 song for some reason.

I disagree with myself having a crush on "him". But, if it's some kind of off and on stupid thing I don't care, because I've heard his CD Audio Day Dream, and it has some of the best music I have ever heard. While writing this I feel udderly embarrassed for some reason. I won't know why, and I most likely won't buy his CD for reasons I can't really explain, not being low on cash, although I wish I could like more than anything for no reason whatsoever.

When I have had crushes on celebirty's before reguardless of who they are, I just find it really silly and have some kind of additude knowing I'd never meet them or anything and just why even bother. Especially when they are that much older than me, I just consider that mental in some way. And knowing no one really ever reads my journal, but if you do, thanks. I like people to know all the stuff I write in here, even though I sound really stupid and sarcastic about it I can't stand keeping secrets at all. I feel really good knowing I have somewhere to write all this trash I was just storing inside my head. And, I might acthally stop trying to have a crush on him, or what ever the freak I don't know. I really like his music and the way he sings, it's like when I was like 3 I liked Barney songs, I never had a crush on him, what the freak. Maybe it's a phase or maybe I have a crush on him, I don't know. And for the sake of my brain I'm just going to try my best at not really caring. Yeah SURE I based my new Gaia Profile I just put up on his CD cover, I don't care! Errrr, yesh re-creating the beautiful graphic designs on his CD, and kinda failing at the attempt was kind of hard only having Jasc Paint Shop Pro. I DON'T CARE! Mwahahaha.

Thank you. I hoped you enjoyed the stinky finale of my stinky journal entry series called gawwwsh. Hopefully I can move on with my life. Maybe tommorrow or the day after that I'll post another journal entry with.. Normal stuff. Moderatley normal of course, knowing me. sweatdrop