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This place just won't leave me alone.

So I'm bumming around last night (when I discover that TV here on Saturday night sucks WAY more than Saturday night TV in America) and I find the most interesting thing on TV is a show talking about a new train line that opened up. There are only about 9 stops on the line, but it connects 3 of the biggest 'fun' parts of the city. One new station that they had to create is....right in front of the school I want to go to for graduate school :/

So I torture myself for an hour watching all the 'cool spots' around this place I know I can probably never go to because..well a lot of reasons:

The school I go to now failed miserably at giving me any command of this language...
This is reflected in the grades I sometimes get...
This place is racist and makes me want to leave sometimes...
I have no money...

It just reinforces the fact that somewhere in my head I have myself convinced of this 'dream' education. Which I probably can't get. And like I said I don't even know if its what I 'need.'

So whatever. I need food but the grocery store doesn't open till 10. So convenient store? There is a starbucks but I go there waaaay to much and may want to go there later today to study...so convenient store...