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Yesterday at 10 PM I woke up. My mom told me our 9 year old goldfish had died. What really I feel slightly bad about, we were going to visit the pet store to buy our fish a new pump because the bubbles weren't on. I was really sleepy for some reason, I went in my bedroom to change my outfit so we could visit the petstore, I was am wearing my swimsuit bottom and a t shirt cause its so hot here.. Anyways I fell asleep, at 4 PM in there and thats where I woke up it was 10 PM when I woke up. Before that, (4pm) I was possibly having the funniest happiest day of my life. Why'd it have to end so sadly. I may never know, but it is all part of God's plan I suppose. As I sit here in this chair, even though I may try, I cannot cry. My heart is hurting on the inside. So, I may only be typing this on an online journal, that most likely no one ever reads, I will say.. Rest In Peace Silver, I will miss seeing you in that big tank like crazy, it's not the same without you, I hope you have fun flying in heaven or in the big ocean where you are so happy its un-controllable happiness...

I don't care if anyonesays he/she was just a goldfish he wasnt he was the best. And he was cute too, and really big, and I will miss him. I always include my pets in my family, and I always will. And now I'm crying, and my visions getting blurry. Although it could be from it being 4:21 AM and I'm still not asleep yet, I loved Silver, and I still do. He had a long happy life, and had tons of fish friends, and a big family. I can tell my kitten Barbie misses looking at him in the tank, too.
R.I.P. Silver the Goldfish, I will not forget you.
I dressed my Gaia Avatar in memory of him, in which I will keep like for a few days.

Although I do have other things to say, I won't say them in this entry...