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My guy friend was like lets talk later tonight and I told him I had plans. He was like are your friends more important to you. We had this dress rehearsal planned weeks ago and we always hang out on Thursdays. We had it planned so the 5 of us could get together. I guess I can't be everything to everyone. I talked to him for an hour or so. He mentioned that you have to be be a basement before you can be an attic. Slow and steady I get it. But is talking 2 hours considered slow and steady. We'd keep up that pace for 10 months. Then the can comes and were like best buds. To me thats rushing it. He has a lot more things happen to him in his life then I have in mine. I want to get to know him slowly. I don't know why he seems almost jealous or something. Its like I'm ******** property. He wants to see a picture of me in my costume. Gulp . For all I know I'll be on his wall. I never really had any long relationship that had any meaning. This could be the first one. But if it is I don't want to rush. Friends first then we can see if we can deal with each other then we can go from there. He mentioned he likes kids when we first started talking. Hes almost done with school and moved out of wherever. I'm still at home in my same old job.

My cars still broke after they fixed it so I'm going now. They better fix Peppy (my car) . I'm going now.
Hachi_ateyou

Ps. There was other stuff in here about my other friend but I didn't want them to sound bad it was the way I was feeling at the time. If my friend above reads this it would probably be a good thing cause I never discussed the above with them. I'll show it to him either way. smile