I do feel a little What Hurts The Most by Cascada. D:
I kinda wish I could have loved that kitten, but I knew we had to give it away, I had alot of fun times withthat kitten in the few days we had it. I can't help but wonder if theres some ounce of hope that we could find it or it might come back, but whatever happened to it at this point I can only wish for the best, it's already been 3 days.. I also can't help but wonder, why? Whenever we find a pet something /always/ happens to it. When I was like 3 we had a bird named Chop Chop and we let him fly away and he came back, then the second time like a while later he never returned, we lived at a no pet allowed apartment back then, but you know. We found a baby bird once, it passed away a few days later. We found a orange baby kitten once, it passed away a few days later. We found a bird a few months ago, it flew away (well it was big, and we only kept it for like 3 days cause it was hurt.) We found a kitten in 2004 or 2005 (I think 04?) and we were going to give him away, but we totally fell in love with him. After about 7 months of having him, he passed away because he got ran over.. I don't really like to say anything about it, because it really hurts inside, but I just need to write this somewhere...
Here are the /only/ pictures we took of the kitten, we found, at blockbuster. Besides some really blurry ones that like are all blurred out and like only show its body. Anyways, here.
In the like week or whatever we had it, I really had so much fun with it, so did our whole family. It was possibly one of the nicest kittens anyone could ever own, it was never ever mean, it layed around, in the morning it would play with Barbie (our kitten), in the night probably lounging with Blackie or me or my sister, or even my mom or papa, it was so nice. And it had beautiful brown eyes, and a oval shaped head, it reminded me of a neopets Aisha.. The problem? Eh, it had pooping problems, like it pooed everywhere. You know.. But, it did go in the litterbox, I don't know what was wrong with it. How it happened? Well, it never coming back, is what I would think that question means.. My mom put it outside, it had been outside like everynight before that. I don't know if someone picked it up, stole it, adopted it or anything... Then a few hours later she tried to let it in and it wasnt out there..
I can think about other things, but as I've said in other entries, I don't wanna say/type anything right now (plus, my mom keeps telling me to brush my teeth. xD)
-Madeliene
