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I don't even want to write this, but I felt that it might be a good idea.

Some people like reading about it when people throw up everything they eat.

Then I was dry heaving for a moment, until gobs of blood began falling from my throat.

So all night I lay writhing in pain, throwing my head back and forth, curling up, stretching out, hoping to alleviate some of the agony, but nothing would quell it.

I went rummaging through the medicine and found some Motrin.

I downed three and then went back to the bed and begged the pills to start working, and prayed to God that he would either smite the pain, or strike me dead.
I decided that even eternal nothingness would be better than this.

I awoke to the gentle caress of surveying hands, checking how hot I was.
When I opened my eyes, I saw my sister, and was glad. I had not realized that I had fallen asleep, or that the pain had stopped.


I have not thrown up, since. Let us hope I stay well.

I must have slept in a poor position because I have this horrible crick in my neck. Agh.