nothing awaits me
death is at my door
knocking
she wants to come in
take my life
to send me to the other side
am I ready to die
to leave my body far behind
to let them feel the pain inside
never to comfort them
never there to be their friend
how will they feel if i go
into a place I do not know
am I ready to see the ones I've lost
and leave the others in the dust
holding onto my memories
trying to stop myself from dieing
and I can not stop from crying
I keep it all bundled up inside
not letting them deep inside
I won't let them feel my pain
until I lose it all again
as I give away all my needs
I turn and see nothing awaits me
death is at my door
knocking
she wants to come in
take my life
to send me to the other side
am I ready to die
to leave my body far behind
to let them feel the pain inside
never to comfort them
never there to be their friend
how will they feel if i go
into a place I do not know
am I ready to see the ones I've lost
and leave the others in the dust
holding onto my memories
trying to stop myself from dieing
and I can not stop from crying
I keep it all bundled up inside
not letting them deep inside
I won't let them feel my pain
until I lose it all again
as I give away all my needs
I turn and see nothing awaits me
