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Loving him from far away


It's hard to think about a whole day without him,today was my first.I can say it's been very misirable and depressing.I love that my friends are here to keep me company while I kick and scream for my beloved Panda.I owe Aero a great thank you for this,sorry about being such a baby.I would like to think about a happy thought but when he is not around it seems like the happy thoughts just decipate in the wind.All I can do is think about him,what he is doing,what he is thinking about,why he is so busy to begin with...lol I may sound like a crazy person but with all due respect ******** you for thinking that.You know how great the feeling of love is especially new love,not just new love because all love is the same but true,honest,deep love.I have learned that there is something special to think about when he is gone though, that is he will be back.Whether it be today or tomorrow.But the feelings of being without him is definately unbearable.I suggest no one have to go through it..lol so this is chapter two being without.I find it interesting that people might read this asides from me writing it and forcing people to read it...so I shall show you my feelings through one of my famous poems...

He is my everything

He is my sunlight,my eyesight,he shows me how to move in delicate ways.His arms wrap around me as my body sways,his love pouring into me and over flowing,this river I can almost not bare.He is almosy unaware,all my feelings billow around him.I lose my train of thought when i look into your eyes,My heart calls out and cries for you and only you.Im falling into this ocean deeper and deeper but the air around me lightens the fall.As the ocean turns into a river of your love,my eyes open wide as I look above to you reassuring me this is not drowning but swimming through your heart.I whisper to you sweetly that I wish we will never part.You bring me such joy,you are purely my everything.