That is definitely not the kind of advice I was looking for. Really, did you think that was it? I'm a female. I want comfort and reassurance, not some sort of analogy reffering to something else to solve the problems I have. I just feel like... crying, and for once it isn't an estrogen-related breakdown. I'm sorry if going to you for the slightest support is a burden on your oh-so-crowded daily schedule.
At this point in my summer, I'm ready for school to start again. I liked it better when my schedule left me no room to think about needing to be with a guy to be happy. To feel accepted, loved, perhaps not in his arms immediately but the hope of being in his arms in the future. Maybe the person I want isn't here or isn't ready yet, but still, it still hurts just waiting. I want someone to love.
I want you all to understand something. I need each and every one of you. I'm in that stage that if I don't have my friends to support me or just talk to me, I won't make it through. I'm always here for you guys, now I need you guys to be here for me. Don't bail out on me. I'd hate to not make it through and disappear. So just be here for me. Talk to me, I like talking about anything and everything. I can be the best listener and the best talker. I'm always around. If I'm not on MSN on the computer, I'm mobile on MSN. Some of you have my number to just text me. My Gaia inbox is always waiting for messages, I love profile comments and I try to reply to them.
I am going home on Tuesday to get some healthy sleep and start eating right again so maybe that'll help my mood. I'll always be reachable though, so don't give up on me. I cherish you all as friends, even the ones that hate me.
Quote: "I fell into the darkness, and couldn't find the light." - Cloud, Kingdom Hearts
At this point in my summer, I'm ready for school to start again. I liked it better when my schedule left me no room to think about needing to be with a guy to be happy. To feel accepted, loved, perhaps not in his arms immediately but the hope of being in his arms in the future. Maybe the person I want isn't here or isn't ready yet, but still, it still hurts just waiting. I want someone to love.
I want you all to understand something. I need each and every one of you. I'm in that stage that if I don't have my friends to support me or just talk to me, I won't make it through. I'm always here for you guys, now I need you guys to be here for me. Don't bail out on me. I'd hate to not make it through and disappear. So just be here for me. Talk to me, I like talking about anything and everything. I can be the best listener and the best talker. I'm always around. If I'm not on MSN on the computer, I'm mobile on MSN. Some of you have my number to just text me. My Gaia inbox is always waiting for messages, I love profile comments and I try to reply to them.
I am going home on Tuesday to get some healthy sleep and start eating right again so maybe that'll help my mood. I'll always be reachable though, so don't give up on me. I cherish you all as friends, even the ones that hate me.
Quote: "I fell into the darkness, and couldn't find the light." - Cloud, Kingdom Hearts
