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The life of me...

purpletomatoes
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Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 @ 08:56pm

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	Alice is my other half. She is the side of me that all the men in my life thought they loved, then they met the real me, and they left. Michael isn't talking to me anymore. Because of a poem I posted on facebook. Arwen, I miss you. I'm so scared, of these people, this place, and myself. Alice protects me. Alice comes and she lets me hide away inside. People love Alice, she's fun, sexy, flirtatious. I'm not. I'm broken. Sometimes Alice forces her way in, some times I call her and she's not there. Sometimes I need to cut to bring her to me. Then she comes.

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What happened to the days when 'I love you' meant something? The days when you meant what you said and said what you meant?

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FenrirAldebrand
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Commented on: Sat Oct 03, 2009 @ 12:12am


	Just say the word and I will crawl to you if I have to. I miss you too Tiamat and I can't wait to see you again. But now that we live closer together that may just be possible. I'm scared for you. I can't stand not knowing what is happening to you down there. Just don't do what I did. Don't try and take your own life, please. I'm begging you. I was a fool to try it so many times. I didn't know the people I was hurting by doing it. I. . . honestly. .. . almost succeeded once, almost took those last pills that would have taken my life until an image of you standing over my grave came into my head.

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