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I AM PATHETIC!!!

crying He's so pretty (Yes I call guys pretty) and according to our zodiac signs we're perfectly compatible, and he's got certain traits that I always wanted in a guy, and I can't even talk to him! I am a coward! I'm supposed to be the..the strong and out-going one, fearless and shameless, but... what is it about him that makes me so...weak? I hate that... I hate feeling so vulnerable. It's just.. I don't know! He probably hates me, thinks I'm a freak, a stalker (it's not me, it just happens that when I go someplace he happens to be there too), crying Why?! Grrrr! I just need to talk to him, find out if I really like him for him or for the idea of him... I'm going to crawl into a hole to die, he wouldn't notice...