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Great. She thinks I'm trying to make her look like an a**. I say what bothers me and... screw it. Just ******** screw it. I'm really getting tired of all this. My mind feels like somebody bombraided it. My heart feels like it was a multiple victim of chainsaw sadists. I feel alone, lost, tired, broken, and empty. I feel like I should just break everything off and leave her the hells alone, but I love her. I can't help it, she's like heaven personified. I can't leave her in any way, nor do I want to break it all off, but... it seems best. All that happens between us is one of us gets hurt. It's rare one of us makes the other smile before one of us gets hurt unless we haven't spoken for a day or more. What are we supposed to do? Hells what should I do?
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