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I seriously need some hugs after today....

Firstly, a woman in front of me had so much perfume I thought I was going to throw up. (I feel ill from to strong perfume smells for some reason...)

Secondly, as hard as I tried it was just hopeless! I couldn't understand a word of what the teacher said on the chemistry lesson. It sounded mostly like gibberish to me...

And I need to finish my period books! It's panic time! gonk

Then, my friend came and complained to ME that she didn't understand and went into a bad mood which in turn made another friend mad...
She also "lended" my bracelet which I'm missing at the moment!
I'm going to scream at her or something tomorrow. stare

2 of my other friends ignored me and didn't seem to care when ANYBODY tried to talk to them which made even MORE people angry and they all come to complain to ME!!!
What the f**k should I do about it!? stressed

My friend also promised me her text from the day I weren't there. Didn't get it today either...

Then I was going home on the bus, really tired, when my little sister thought it'd be fun to annoy me...
I got angry...

When dad picked us up I fell asleep in the car...
So tired...
And cold.

My little sister doesn't seem to be able to grasp the fact that we don't have much money either. She's constantly trying to get mum and dad to buy her things.

It has been grey in the sky but it hasn't rained at all. I really wished for some rain so I could just stand in it and let it wash away my anger for a while but nooooo...
It's more or less a frickin' storm here instead...
But no rain.
emo

To say it shortly:
Today my friends seem to have been bent on making me crazy.

There have, however, been some highlights today.

I'm almost finished on my vase.
My crystal is finished.
I'm home. (!)
I went through the whole day without crying out of frustration.
We got a card from our teacher who's currently in Italy (I envy her a bit but she sure deserves it).
I've drawn a picture I'm almost satisfied with.
My computor works!! (Well, the internet actually... ninja )
I can now listen to as much of my "strange" music as much as I want to without being interrupted by SOMEONE who wanted to listen to Bach, Beethoven and Mozart all day. (Don't ask me why I have them on my Ipod. After today I'm taking them out.)

I don't want to go to school tomorrow but I have to get my bracelet back and if I don't I'll miss some of the chemistry period.

Thank heavens for the autumn break!
Next week I'll be free from school for a while but then there's a group of friends coming from Gothenburg they come here on friday this week and leave tuesday next week.
I really wish to see them but somehow I don't feel like I'm included in the activities they've set up. Noone talks to me about stuff like this.
Heck, I didn't even know they were comig before I overheard my friends talking about it!

My friends came with the excuse:
"Since you didn't want to Gothenburg to see them we thought you didn't want to see them at all."
WTF!? gonk
Just because I don't HAVE 500 to spend on going to Gothenburg with, does that mean I don't wish to see them?

I honestly feel like crying at the moment.