My wants...
It has been pretty easy-going recently except Band taking over my life and siblings driving me crazy. I'll get an extra hour of sleep tonight from time change, so I'm hoping it'll do me some good. Once I get back onto a decent sleep schedule then maybe school will be more enjoyable. The temperature here has dropped pretty greatly during the night, so it's making it harder to sacrifice my warm blankets and get up to go to school. Then again, who DOES want to go to school?
As for my family, it still seems like there's a lot of trouble going on. Mom is getting annoyed with my dad a lot, and we both don't like how he yells at Destiny. Destiny is getting very sensitive to yelling, and we can tell she's getting incredibly lonely. Mom said that we'll get her to the doctor soon for some anti-depresant until Conner gets back to us. I think he can hardly wait to see us again. I wish everything will be back to normal soon.
Band really HAS taken over my life. Every time I plan to go out on a Friday or Saturday night, football games pwn my Fridays and either competitions or family things smite Saturday. Sundays are school nights, so I really have no weekend to rest. Band makes my life abnormal. If I didn't want to be an Officer in band so much, I'd probably skip out on Marching Band next year. But, I don't want to be a quitter from being a lazy computer addict either.
It's not the computer I'm addicted to... >.> X3
So I was getting a refreshing shower this morning and thinking about a lot of things that more or less sorted out my future for me. I learn from the faults of my family and friends so I'll hopefully have a much smoother future than right now. I don't want to put my kids through what all I have gone though in the past few months. It'd be too much for me to even bear again. I never want to be in my mother's place.
I want to finish highschool with an outstanding GPA. I know that 4.0 is a bit of an overwhelming goal, so anything 3.0 and up will be fine with me. If I don't finish my Freshman year with a 4.0 GPA, I'll be completely annoyed with myself.
After highschool, I definately want to go to college. I haven't really decided a profession yet... I'm highly interested in Astronomy, but I've also been considering Psychology, Forensic Science, teaching, Law school... The list goes on. Where I'll go to college I haven't determined. I'll either go somewhere in Tenessee, Georgia, Florida, or maybe even the UK. I have such high goals for myself. >.< But going to school will be worth leading the life I want to lead.
After college, I'll settle down somewhere. Wherever I can find work will determine where I land. I might go back to my second hometown, because it's grown up a lot and has a lot of nice homes. Maybe I'll go back to the beautiful mountains. Those are only options if I don't end up living in somewhere in the UK. Who knows? It'll be determined after college for me.
After I feel like I have quite a stable life and know what I'm doing, then I'll wander into the lovely stage of parenthood. BUT, right now, I'm stuck as a highschool student in Florida with perfect grades and a really messed up family problem.
So... Are all these wants or needs?
I heart you.
It has been pretty easy-going recently except Band taking over my life and siblings driving me crazy. I'll get an extra hour of sleep tonight from time change, so I'm hoping it'll do me some good. Once I get back onto a decent sleep schedule then maybe school will be more enjoyable. The temperature here has dropped pretty greatly during the night, so it's making it harder to sacrifice my warm blankets and get up to go to school. Then again, who DOES want to go to school?
As for my family, it still seems like there's a lot of trouble going on. Mom is getting annoyed with my dad a lot, and we both don't like how he yells at Destiny. Destiny is getting very sensitive to yelling, and we can tell she's getting incredibly lonely. Mom said that we'll get her to the doctor soon for some anti-depresant until Conner gets back to us. I think he can hardly wait to see us again. I wish everything will be back to normal soon.
Band really HAS taken over my life. Every time I plan to go out on a Friday or Saturday night, football games pwn my Fridays and either competitions or family things smite Saturday. Sundays are school nights, so I really have no weekend to rest. Band makes my life abnormal. If I didn't want to be an Officer in band so much, I'd probably skip out on Marching Band next year. But, I don't want to be a quitter from being a lazy computer addict either.
It's not the computer I'm addicted to... >.> X3
So I was getting a refreshing shower this morning and thinking about a lot of things that more or less sorted out my future for me. I learn from the faults of my family and friends so I'll hopefully have a much smoother future than right now. I don't want to put my kids through what all I have gone though in the past few months. It'd be too much for me to even bear again. I never want to be in my mother's place.
I want to finish highschool with an outstanding GPA. I know that 4.0 is a bit of an overwhelming goal, so anything 3.0 and up will be fine with me. If I don't finish my Freshman year with a 4.0 GPA, I'll be completely annoyed with myself.
After highschool, I definately want to go to college. I haven't really decided a profession yet... I'm highly interested in Astronomy, but I've also been considering Psychology, Forensic Science, teaching, Law school... The list goes on. Where I'll go to college I haven't determined. I'll either go somewhere in Tenessee, Georgia, Florida, or maybe even the UK. I have such high goals for myself. >.< But going to school will be worth leading the life I want to lead.
After college, I'll settle down somewhere. Wherever I can find work will determine where I land. I might go back to my second hometown, because it's grown up a lot and has a lot of nice homes. Maybe I'll go back to the beautiful mountains. Those are only options if I don't end up living in somewhere in the UK. Who knows? It'll be determined after college for me.
After I feel like I have quite a stable life and know what I'm doing, then I'll wander into the lovely stage of parenthood. BUT, right now, I'm stuck as a highschool student in Florida with perfect grades and a really messed up family problem.
So... Are all these wants or needs?
I heart you.
