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This one is a continuation of the last journal.

As i was saying, i also believe in the latter of the two hypotheses that i presented. That is, i believe that dreams can sometimes be omens. I think some dreams you have can be interpreted as signs, warnings or just a hint to what MIGHT happen in the future. I say might because i believe it is within human power to change the outcome of the future. Anyways, i will explain why i believe this.

Three years ago, in the summer i had a dream. This wasn't just any dream, though. i noted in a personal journal back then that all of my dreams were in black and white, and that i could not hear what anyone was saying in those dreams, but i still knew what they were saying, kinda like early movies, really early movies. This dream though was totally different.

I felt as though I was awake, and throughout this dream i believed this to be true. I could feel the wind on my skin and the heat of the sun beating on my face. And there was color. But that all changed. As soon as i had taken in my surroundings, everything changed. There was a flash of red light and then a voice in my head. "Three days left." Next thing i knew i was standing in my living room with my family. They were all dressed up in their finest clothes and cleaning everything. It was kinda creepy. Then my mom yelled at me to get dressed and start cleaning. I just stood there confused. Then i heard a knock at the door. It was my friend from across the street, only he had gained a little weight. He asked if he could borrow a mop or something to that effect. My mom screamed at him telling him that it was already the 20th and there wass only three days left until "it" happened. Another flash and i was in a different place. I was in the middle of my town, only everything was destroyed. The buildings were on fire and i could feel the heat. Then i heard screams comeing from my left. I turned to see a guy get killed by... something. I dunno what it was. I'm guessing it was a demon. Another flash took my to what i think was a run down steel plant. I cant remember to well, it was dark and the only light i got was from the fires. People were being tortured everywhere. The worst part was, even though they should have been dead, they kept on living. I remember one man vividly. He had lost his right arm and leg and just kept bleeding, but even after what seemed like forever, he was still alive. They burned him too and the whole time he kept screaming, not dying. One more flash took my to a valley. i was at the top of one of the sides of it, with 5 or 6 people in front me. All i could see was the backs of there heads. We were all looking down into the valley, at an army, but i can't remember what the soldiers were. I just know they werent human. And standing huge at the front was Death. Im sure of that, it was a black cloaked skelington with a scythe. Then, BOOM!!!

I woke up in my bed, covered in a cold sweat. I couldn't believe what i had just saw. I swore that i had been awake the whole time, but i had just woke up from a nightmare. Still, i didnt think i was a dream, because i had never had a dream in color or sound before. So i wasn't sure...

Anyways, i took remembered that dream even after writing it down. Then, that year in school we learned about some guy who had calculated the end of the world to October 23rd. That down right scared the crap out of me. And i dont believe in coincidences. So i did a little more research. Some religions believe that the world was supposed to end in 2006 others in 2012.

Well 2006 went by and nothing happened other than freak weather conditions. And i have a gut feeling the other ones that believe 2012 will be the ending year are wrong. So yea, my dream wasn't really a true omen in the sense i thought it was. But i still believe in it, kinda. I lived my life last year thinking the world was gunna end in October. So, I tried new things, and lived life to the fullest. i asked my current girl friend out, and didn't hold back when meeting new people. I learned who i truly was because of that belief. And i thank God that i did believe in it. Because while living in fear that everyone and myself might die in a few months, i learned alot about myself.

So there.

Have a great day, thinking about that one
-Vlad