One note before i begin. I have come to realize that i will not be able to post a new journal entry every day. Yes, i know, you all love my amazing stories by now and are heart broken, but it is just not possible for me. I have a life outside of gaia, and i wish to live it. So, with that said...
Family!!! YEY!!!! Don't you just love yours? Me too!!! My family is so great!!!
haaaaa...
haaahaaaaa...
i don't think so. Not in a million years. Well maybe... but right now i don't feel like it. I dunno why i don't enjoy my families company. I guess its just because i feel like no one understands me in this family... or that they are wierd in their won ways. No, its definitly more of the first. Everyone has a wierd family. But yea, i guess im just gunna vent this one out, one family member at a time.
Dad: Dad, you have issues you have to deal with. Sometimes. Like the weekends... and the summer. 1. You and your drinking. I get it we're irish and you like your booze, but come on, sometimes you go overboard, and thats not pleasant for the rest of us. The yelling and rudeness, COME ON. Have some class! I dunno, i guess i don't like that. And during the summer. The way u act... its not cool for the rest of us watching. Especially for mom. Sometimes i just want to punch you. That, and how you are a total hypocrite. You say i can do one thing, then ground me for your mistake. Not right. I'm just trying to be fair. Its not like i ask you before happy hour. Just don't go back on your word. Its not cool. O and could u be a little bit nicer. And not so self centered. When bro and I ask for little stuff, you don't have to flip a b***h. One more thing that would hurt to work on, anger. Stop bottling it up and letting it all out on stupid little things, that hurts the most.
Mom: I know you're just watching out for me, but you have to let go. I need more freedom. Im responsible. I've proven that to you many times over. All i'm saying is let me stretch my wings a little and have some fun. Stop dragging me on these boring family vacations no places that you and dad enjoy, but bro and I don't. Just because its fun for you, doesn't mean its fun for us. That's all i guess.
Bro: You really have to mind your own business. You can't always be looking voer my shoulder. Its rude. You're probably doing as i write this, and it's pissing me off. Anyways, i mean that, one of these days you'll get in trouble for not minding your own business. Stop trying to live my life with me uninvited, you have your own, go live it. You have your own friends, do stuff with them. I need some privacy in my life. Learn to knock before barging into my room. Just because the door doesnt lock, doesn't mean you can open it. When i ask politely, listen to me. Thats something important to learn, Listening to people. And get out of your constant video game world and explore the real world. Yea, it might hurt, but who cares? Life isn't about sitting around, unscathed, its about getting dirty and learning life lessons.
Wow, that feels better.
But don't get me wrong people. My familys cool. I just needed to do that. My dad is cool sometimes, and has taught me everything i know. My mom is very caring, and does most of the things i ask of her. And little Bro, well, i dunno what i'd do f i was an only child.
Peace
-Vlad
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