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Ok first... Im in the arena this week, so you all better vote for me! plz, come on... its not that hard. Thnxs. O and i changed my name if you haven't noticed.

Yea, i'm now Godz Envy, part of my cousins Faction.

Ok, now onto the topic.

Death.
It happens. People die, get over it. When someone dies, we don't know where they go, we just hope they go to a better place. A lot of people i know don't want to die. They hope that they'll go to that better place, but they're not sure. They don't want to die. You see, most people are afriad that they won't go to that 'better' place.

I don't see it as a "better" place, but as just a place. If it were better, i'd be with all of my friends, all the time. But if im dead, and they're not, how can i be with them? So i guess it's not better for me right now. That and the question of what if there isn't a place scares people. The whole unknowing of what will happen after we die isnt too great.

But heres where i feel i differ. I don't care if i die today or if i die a million years from now. It's not that i don't care about my life, no way off, i completely and utterly cherish it. No, its the fact that i have been true to everyone i have known, well at least in my mind. Also, i have come to terms with death. I know that i will someday die, and im not afriad. Yes i will miss my friends and family, but i just trust my heart that i'll see them again, even if i know it or not. One more thing. I also don't care if i leave behind a legacy or not. Yes, it would be nice, but there is little to no chance that what my actions do will effect the generation after the next. I will be satisfied knowing that i have been apart of history and i have left an scratch, even if it is only a small one.

You see, i have no feelings toward death. I do not fear it, nor do i run from it. I have accepted that it is a part of being, and thats all there is to it.

Goodday
-Vlad