cheese_whine alert!!!!
He finally left...my guy who I cared about and thought cared about me, he left today. His name is Ryan, to all you stalkers, so stalk him and make his life miserable.
Oh great, I'm bitter.
He left because I was selfish or something, I don't know. I can't bear to read the note he gave me to explain, so I can't tell you why.
I knew this was coming, I jut knew it. Things were going to well and I just tried to hard, I fell hard and crashed. But it doesn't hurt as bad as I thought it would, I'm proud of myself for that.
I've always compared love to a shot of whiskey, something you murmur your hopes and dreams into before downing it quickly. It burns you to your core, and when the first "I'm in love with being in love" giddiness wears off, you look at the shot glass and make a final decision. You either want more and delay the inevitable, or you toss the glass behind you with all your resentment and hate.
A heart is like a shot glass, and when it's tossed behind you...well, it depends on how hard you fall whether or not you break.
"It's better to have loved and lossed than never to have loved at all"
Yeah, whatever, guy-who-made-that-up...
scream Try falling in love and see how much you agree with that!! scream
But other than feeling a bit used, I'm alright. I'll live, I'll get on with my life. The world keeps spinning and leaves keep falling, flowers bloom and we continue to orbit the sun.
All's well that ends well and all that crap.
I'll move on in the Valley of Death, a crack in my heart and a song on my lips.
Eh, crap happens.
That's one obsession over, can't wait for the next one stare I'm pathetic...
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