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Oh.
I went for a walk around the block, listening to my MP3 player. I cannot sleep or eat correctly, i am falling behind in school...meh. I dont even know exactally how i am feeling lately.

I came home and played some wicked fast guitar riffs, spilling out my emotions on my pick, the strings my life lines, hugging tichtly to my guitar, the bondage that keeps my heart beating even though it feels so broken..

I might get some juice, to try and quench this dry feeling in my soul. I want to eat, but i dont still.

I am not a mopy person, maybe i just need a few days away from it all. But i dont want to give up, thats not in my nature....