• The solitary,dark room was miserable.John spent his years and time there.No one came to visit him,not even his parents who lived above (he was only 14) or some of his "best" friends.He was alone.But he had plans of his own.He was fighting his own insanity.He was enough for himself already.

    Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your
    own
    If i crash on the couch can i sleep on my clothes?
    'cause iv'e spent the night dancing I'm drunk i
    suppose
    If it looks like i'm laughing i'm really just asking to
    leave.
    This alone,you're in time for the show
    You're the one that i need I'm the one that you
    loathe
    You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
    'Cause i love all the poison away with the boys in the band

    John laughed.He had remembered again.Bits of fragments of precious thoughts,again;the only thing that kept his sanity.They swirled around his head,while he knew he was "breaking rules". It fely strangely good.He grinned again.

    (refrain) I've really been on a blender and it shows,so why don't you blow me a kiss goodbye before she goes?
    Give me a shot to remember
    And you can take all the pain away from
    me
    A kiss and i will surrender
    The sharpest lives are the deadliest to
    lead
    A light to burn all the empires
    So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and
    be
    In love with all of these vampires
    So you can leave like the sane
    abandoned me.

    John did a thing he rarely did,which suprised him.Rare was good to him,kept the others away.But he had walked outside.Not directly into the fogged autumn sun,in th alleys where others,not quite like him stayed,lurking in the shadows.The difference between him and them was sanity.He was still,maybe,one sixth of what sanity he had been nurtured in,the safety,everything,was 5/6 gone.Almost.But not yet.He had still things to do.

    There's a place in the dark where the
    animals go
    You can take off your skin in the
    cannibal glow
    Juliet loves the beat and the lust it
    commands
    Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your
    hands,Romeo

    (refrain)I've really been
    In a blender and it shows
    So why don't you blow me
    a kiss before she goes
    Give me a shot to remember
    And you can take all the pain away from me
    A kiss and i will surrender
    The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
    A light to burn out the empires
    So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
    In love with all of these vampires
    So you can leave like the sane abandoned me.

    But then John made his fatal mistake.He peered out the side,for a moment his curiosity overpowering his twisted insanity.Not for long.Kids playing ball in fluffy warm coats,beautiful leaves falling from barren trees,the wonderful sight of all this was too much fro his dark,free-falling body to handle.He had a seizure,twitching violently until one of the kids playing ball ran for help.Four hours later,he was pronounced dead at Villa Villa
    Hospital."Damn." said the leader of the morgue."That kid was solitary.He had Sarquidosis,for heaven's sake,and a helluva case of Pulomonary Edema.His lungs just...died,before warning his body with the seizure.It was too much to handle." The man beside him cleared his throat."Staying in one room for four years is NOT good for you."Both men sighed in unison and left the room,shaking their heads.

    Give me a shot to remember
    And you can take all the pain away from me
    A kiss and i will surrender
    The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
    A light to burn out the empires
    So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
    In love with all of these vampires
    So you can leave like the sane abandoned me.