• It was the first annual singing convention and I wanted to join.Everybody was so sure that they would join and I wasn't sure.I wanted to wait till' high school so I can get one of those rewards.I was so confused about my schedule and I really wished I had time but I couldn't! I just stood thinking about what would happen to my future..........I just stood there and signed it.I was kinda' proud of myself for signing up for the first time,but I was still afraid.Everyone in my family was proud that I stood up for myself and for being brave..........I was NEVER brave.I thought I would feel more better in my future but no.I felt like that one time my teacher told me she was disappointed and said I had to say a 300 word paragraph to the class.Now,I have to study for a song and I have to FOCUS.=[ I felt so miserable and I didn't know why.I felt so lazy,uncomfortable and guilty.........AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHY! I wished I didn't sign that stupid paper.

    The next day, it was already the annual convention.......LIVE.On TV,internet,cable,EVERYWHERE.I was so frightened that I showed up with the wrong clothes.WHen it was my turn......................................... redface I barfed on my principal's head."So sorry! I will never do it again!" Luck my friend,Therese was there to save me.She brought along a CUTE guy and made him sing with me.I felt SO much better that there was someone on stage with me.Friendship can never end.=] heart