Last Goodbye

• Artist: Loanien
• Description: I wrote this to show people that even the smallest things in peoples lives can affect you. The tones of ones voice or the words in which you use, they hurt people enough to make them suicidal...i know i used to be there.
• Date: 06/05/2009
• Tags: last goodbye

Dear mom

Hey mom, please don't cry
its not your fault mom, I was the one that wanted to die
Tell dad that I'm happy, he really did try
but I guess my life was really one big lie
I was two different people, at home and at school
Trying to hide my emotions made me a fool
Asking god for help proved to be wrong
My heart was beginning to break, I guess I wasn't strong
Can you please Tell John i love him, and it wasn't just a crush
That date tonight, I wont be there, so tell him not to rush
I'm really, truly, happy my friends were always there
They helped me feel better,when my heart was about to tear
Please tell my brothers and sisters, i loved them the most
they always had a story to tell, something about to boast
it wasn't school that bugged me, it was what you said
You used to yell at me, saying I didn't know a thing
I wanted to say your wrong, please dont yell at me
I wanted you to feel bad I wanted my words to sting
Realizing I wouldn't be happy was what made me decide
I only had one person in which i could truly confide
I always told you i was tired, Tired of trying to hide
All i did was cry and cry, no one ever took my side
So mom, as I said before i don't want you to cry
I want you to be happy, just tell everyone i died
I'm really truly sorry but this is my last goodbye

Comments

[ratbag007]

wow, this is really good, i used to be there, tried to kill myself a few times, it wasn't a good time of life but my friends helped me through it, its really good

[Rainbows Frost]

i used to be that way to but god was never my thing
i always went with the wicca way

[Alisa Chatoyant]

good god...Its fantastic! Well rhymed.

[XxInnocent-FearxX]

Definitely right about your description and story....
^^