• That night I just couldn't stop dreaming of him. His name plows into my head like an atomic bomb. I thought I should go tell my dad but you know what I said. Wish I didn't. I even agreed to talk to him tomorrow, about the colors we are going to wear. I mean I am probably gulping every twenty seconds. I never even knew the point of gulping. Now I know, it is to clear your throat from being dry. You know what my throat is really dry. I even started reading a book last night, I am going crazy. I go and try to be homecoming queen every year. I win every year. But no I guess not this year.
    BeEp bEeP BEEP beep.

    I woke up, with tear of sweat racing down my neck,"Dad!"
    "Yes honey!"
    "How much more time till school starts!" Yeah, I know pathetic, I don't know when school starts. Isn't everything I do pathetic. That word will run through my mind all day. Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic, pathetic loser.
    "One hour! Why do you ask, you're always ready in time?"
    Oh no, was I really becoming a freak. Am I actually scared of what time it is?
    My dad went on talking,"Are you going to answer?"
    "I, um, need to finish my homework."
    "Dear, you never finish your homework. You higher freaks to do that. Are you becoming a freak?"
    I went down stairs,"Yes, dad I think i am becoming a freak." I began to cry.
    Father didn't say anything, then started crying too,"I am so proud!"
    "What, are you talking about?"
    "I've always dreamed of you becoming smarter. So, you could become as rich as me. You do know how I got so much money, right?"
    "No."
    "I took ten whole years of college, and now, I am a great heart surgeon, and made lots of money!"
    "So work can pay off?"
    "It is a big part of life!"

    At lunch I sat by Justin, while we talked about the colors we were going to wear.
    "So, I thought I could have a black top, and pants, with a white tie, and you could wear a mostly white dress with a little black. We can match yet be opposites. You know white is more yin, and you are a female, and black is more yang, such as me the male."
    Wow I couldn't believe it but he was right. Those colors were perfect, I agreed to his choice,"Yeah, that's perfect, I love those colors put together."
    "Alright," He said in his low and amazing voice,"It's settled,"He got up,"See you later."
    "Yeah, see you too..." I looked deep in his dark, yet light blue eye's. They were so peaceful to look at his eye's that each had a pool of water.
    "Hey, there," Said Jon,"I am wondering if you can dump out Justin, and go with me."
    "You know what?"
    "What?"
    I lifted my tray and thrashed it on his head,"I don't love you."
    His mouth hanged open,"Are you going to help me?"
    "No." I walked away confidently, heal, toe, heal, toe, heal toe. Never will I fall again and that guy have to catch me.
    "She so digs me." Jon said.
    Wait till 3rd chapter ty