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Just like the title says... everything is getting pathetic.

I could tell you everything but i might bore you.

Oh what the hell. If you're reading this you apparently have nothing better to be doing.

Well My life sucks.

Summer's here and i'm bored out of my skull. Mostly because the people i hang out with are in summer school or out of town for a while.

There's practically nothing to do online or on gaia right now. And my boyfriend is either avoiding me because he's pissed or because he's getting tired of me.
Whatever the case he'll be on for a few minuets. Trade a couple of pms then log off. It's getting me down.

Speaking of getting me down...I might be suicidal again... I keep thinking about it and about how better off everyone would be if I was gone.
I've been talked out of it three times now and it's flat out getting stupid. But I just want the people close to me to be happy even if i'm gone.

Leaving that topic...
What do you do with a drunken sailor?
Hell I donno but you sure don't mix him and the small person weilding a kendo sword.
Don't ask.

Well i'm going to leave this happy little note and go outside to practice.

bye.