Girl: Point the barrel to my head.
Pull the trigger to watch me bleed.
He left me on his floor for dead.
Then screamed the truth he didn’t love me.
Boy: These tears of guilt erase the lies.
A breaking heart rings in my head.
I can’t deny the truth even if I try.
Because I broke her heart and left her for dead.
He said he’d love me forever how could he lie?
Taking my heart and ripping it to shreds.
Then throwing it back to watch me cry.
Passing me a razor “Do yourself a favor.” He said.
I watched as she took a razor to her wrists.
Watched her trembling hands work to cut into her skin.
She was mumbling something about not being missed.
So I grabbed her hand to stop her before she cut in.
To think he grabbed my hand to stop me.
I looked up into his eyes and let him see my tears.
He didn’t understand what a broken hearts pain can be.
But he would when I tell him what I was doing the past two years.
Don’t cry over me and my stupidity.
I don’t deserve her tears.
I don’t deserve the love she gave to me.
So please don’t cry over me my dear.
So I took his words and wiped the tears away.
Letting my eyes fall to the floor I prepared my confession.
I cheated with his best friend to his dismay.
I threw it in his face to teach him a lesson.
She cheated on me! How could she?
With my best friend that’s an all time low.
But she showed me what love could be.
To bad that she didn’t know.
The guilt in my chest was rising as tears fell.
I couldn’t believe I had done this to him so many times.
With his best friend to many times to tell.
But now he saw through all my lies.
I see through all her lies and even her so called love.
I was just a way for her to get to him.
I guess I just wasn’t enough.
How could this confession end up so grim.
I couldn’t stand the pain in his eyes.
I truly loved him and he needed to know.
I couldn’t stand any of our lies.
As I watched him my anguish continued to grow.
Looking to her I saw that look in her eye.
Taking my belt I looped it around my throat and the closet pole.
I knew then it was my time to die.
One last look to let her peer into my soul.
I watched as he prepared to do die.
The razor was put to my wrist and made a trail from wrist to elbow.
The blood fell from both arms as I started to cry.
“I love you..” I said, “Just thought you should know.”
“And I hate you.” I confessed to her as my knees gave out.
My body swayed from its place on the pole.
It wasn’t true I didn’t hate her I hope she figured that out.
So once more eyes looked to her those dying seconds to reveal no soul.
I watched his life end, watched his soul leave.
I groaned in pain and lay within my pool of blood.
As my body convulsed in pain I continued to bleed.
Still I died there knowing I wasn’t loved.
My body continued to swing as I watched her die.
I got what I deserved for not loving her.
And now it is her turn to serve for her lie.
Finally I saw her soul leave the pain it had to endure.
So this is a tale of two sinners, see what lies can destroy?
They lied and destroyed each other because of their stupidity.
Just know that love or a heart is not a toy.
If you choose to play this game, be ready to pay for eternity.
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Yami no Serifu ~ The Words of Darkness
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