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Just a whisper to tell why the world is so black.
Just a push it will take to send me off track.
Don't tell me who I am, though I know I'm lost.
Let me fall because I am the only one that's going to pay that cost.

Because in the end none of you are going to stand up to fight.
None of you are going to show me the true wrong from right!
You want to know how I know?
Because look at the monster I am and the evil you have to show.

I am the well behaved proper boy you wanted of me.
But when I make a decision you just leave?
Are you disappointed that I am not trying to be you?
That I am not turning out like you wanted me to.

Are you mad because I didn't crack under all your pressure?
Do you not see the pain that you put me through because it was beyond measure!
I cried to many times because of your lies.
And because of it all those tears led to my demise.

I am breaking under your pressure and slowly dying inside.
But I'm tired of it all, I'm tired of trying to hide.
I don't want to act like it doesn't hurt anymore.
I don't want to take your s**t like I have so many times before.

So this is the end, the end of your reign over my heart.
Because truly, I'm tired of it being ripped apart.
So my heart, my soul and my mind belong to me.
Because I will never turn out the ******** up boy I was made to be.